I’m scared…

Hey guys! So, first of all, welcome to our newest follower, Projectlighttolife ! I hope you enjoy my blog if you take the time to read it. 🙂

Alright, let’s get to the serious stuff. To quote “The perksfof being a wallflower” (I’m reading it at the time, and it is AMAZING) “I think I’m getting bad again.” I don’t know if that’s exactly what Charlie writes, but at least he says something like that in the movie. But anyways, yes, I think I might be getting bad again. If you’ve read some of my old posts, you know that I have had some hard times. There’s no particular reason for this, I’ve just had these periods of time where I felt like shit. And that’s what I’m afraid is happening again. And NO, IT’S NOT MY PERIOD. We’re talking several weeks, probably months of sadness and stuff, and this has maybe happened twice before. The first time was two years ago, my first year of junior high or whatever America calls it. That was the worst time, and I think maybe that’s when I started this blog. Or after that, I don’t know. Well, that was the worst time, and then it got better, and then it got bad, and then it got great. I also struggled a bit the year after, then it was mostly that I was feeling anxious all the time.

I don’t know, I’ve felt great (with some exceptions, of course, bad days and stuff), until now. I’m starting to feel sad and upset about, well, everything. I think I’m jealous of a friend of mine for the most ridiculous reason (I can make another blog post about it some other time if you want, but we’ll see) and things feel a lot more stressful. To be honest, though, things like working out, playing music and watching YouTube videos helped a lot today. It always have, and hopefully always will.

Well, I don’t really want to end this post being all sad and stuff, and I want you to know that I really try to think positive, and prevent myself from getting bad again, and I’ll leave you with that. If you have anything you want to get off your chest, any advice, any thoughts in this post or anything else, leave a comment. It’s always appreciated.

So I guess I’ll “see” you soon, then.
Bye guys!


Bucket list

Hey guys! So, today I just felt like writing down some things I want to do in my life. I don’t know, I just felt like doing something different here. If you have something you want to do before you die or something like that, leave a comment. Enoy. 🙂

Things I want to do before I die:

1. Go on a hot air balloon ride
2. Go skydiving
3. Travel the world with a bunch of friends
4. Get really good at golfing (or at least try to…)
5. Go to a folk high school for a year (if you don’t know what it is, you can check out this link: http://www.folkehogskole.no/index.php?page_id=354 )
6. Play in a band
7. Write a book (I also want to become a writer, so…)
8. Learn to like coffee (that’s what the cool people drink, right?)
9. Try exotic new food (although I’m really picky…)
10. Learn to surf (my balance level is basically zero)
11. Try water skiing (again, balance might be a little problem)
12. Dive in The Great Barrier Reef (even though the ocen scares me)
13. Celebrate thanksgiving in the USA (we don’t celebrate it here)
14. Try dog sledding
15. Travel a lot with my family
16. See at least one of the world’s wonders (plus many other great buildings and places)
17. Basically stop being such a wimp (stop being afraid of new things, become more impulsive etc.)

I hope you liked this list of things I want to do before I die. I hopefully have a whole lot of years left on this planet, so I’ll get a fair chance of doing some of these things.
Well, that’s it for now, I’ll see you later (not literary but yeah…)

Bye :3

Good news! For me at least…♡

Hey guys. So I think I kind of have a boyfriend. Well, I guess I do, because I like him and he likes me and so we figured we would “be together”. Just one tiny problem though: He lives at the other side of the country. And I haven’t met him, but I know he is who he says he is, don’t worry about that. I actually met him at “hot or not” (you’ve heard of this app, right?) Well, we started talking, and now, after maybe two or three weeks, I guess we got feelings for each other. And it doesn’t make sense that he says all this to get laid, I mean, not a great chance of that happening…

Well, I’m sooo happy that there are actually someone in this world who likes me, although he probably knows about, like, 10% of my life. I know very little about him as well, but it doesn’t matter. I enjoy having someone to talk to, other than friends and family. And I actually really hope we get to meet some time. It may not be a realistic hope, but it’s still a hope. ♡

Oh, and while I remember it, WELCOME, dear new follower, Hannahabell1013 (if I wrote that correctly). I hope you like my blog, although I don’t really post a lot.

Well, that’s it for now, just felt like sharing my feelings with the Internet, once again. Oh, and of you have any requests on posts or something, have thoughts on any of my posts, don’t hesitate to leave a comment on one of my posts. It’s deeply appreciated. 🙂

See ya!