I’m scared…

Hey guys! So, first of all, welcome to our newest follower, Projectlighttolife ! I hope you enjoy my blog if you take the time to read it. 🙂

Alright, let’s get to the serious stuff. To quote “The perksfof being a wallflower” (I’m reading it at the time, and it is AMAZING) “I think I’m getting bad again.” I don’t know if that’s exactly what Charlie writes, but at least he says something like that in the movie. But anyways, yes, I think I might be getting bad again. If you’ve read some of my old posts, you know that I have had some hard times. There’s no particular reason for this, I’ve just had these periods of time where I felt like shit. And that’s what I’m afraid is happening again. And NO, IT’S NOT MY PERIOD. We’re talking several weeks, probably months of sadness and stuff, and this has maybe happened twice before. The first time was two years ago, my first year of junior high or whatever America calls it. That was the worst time, and I think maybe that’s when I started this blog. Or after that, I don’t know. Well, that was the worst time, and then it got better, and then it got bad, and then it got great. I also struggled a bit the year after, then it was mostly that I was feeling anxious all the time.

I don’t know, I’ve felt great (with some exceptions, of course, bad days and stuff), until now. I’m starting to feel sad and upset about, well, everything. I think I’m jealous of a friend of mine for the most ridiculous reason (I can make another blog post about it some other time if you want, but we’ll see) and things feel a lot more stressful. To be honest, though, things like working out, playing music and watching YouTube videos helped a lot today. It always have, and hopefully always will.

Well, I don’t really want to end this post being all sad and stuff, and I want you to know that I really try to think positive, and prevent myself from getting bad again, and I’ll leave you with that. If you have anything you want to get off your chest, any advice, any thoughts in this post or anything else, leave a comment. It’s always appreciated.

So I guess I’ll “see” you soon, then.
Bye guys!

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