Have you ever just… well… felt really fucking happy?
I’m talking happy as in so happy that you don’t know what to do with yourself? Have you ever felt like that?

That happened to me today. I just suddenly thought about everything, and started crying… Yes, I cried. I guess that’s my body’s reaction to overwhelming feelings, wether it be sadness, embarrassment or happiness.

Now, if you’re wondering what made me feel so happy so suddenly, here’s all the reasons I came up with:

1. I’m just in a generally good mood today.
I’ve been in a good mood pretty much the entire day.

2. I struggled with math, but suddenly understood everything.
Big math test tomorrow=stress. I didn’t understand anything, then, completely out of the blue, I understood everything.
3. It’s my birthday soon.
A bit childish to be excited about my birthday? No, not to me. Besides, I’ll be on a bus to Russia on my birthday, so that’s a little different from my normal birthdays…

4. I’m almost done with the worst part about school.
Finals weeks are coming up, which means they’ll soon be over. Thank goodness.

5. I have someone, someone who I like, who likes me, he’s amazing.
Yep, I’ve met someone. He’s incredible, we’ve got the same taste in music, we both practice taekwon-do, he’s really handsome, he thinks I’m cute and yeah… ^^

6. All of the above, and lots of little things like chill school days, good mood, great friends etc. just makes me way too happy!

So those were the reasons why I burst out in tears today…
What made you happy today? What/who makes your day? Leave an answer in the comments, I’ll talk to you later. ūüôā

Oh, and WELCOME to our newest member of the awkward family: Problems with infinity! I hope you’ll enjoy my blog, just don’t expect a lot of activity on here ūüėõ

That’s all. Stay happy, stay awkward.
(Was that a cheesy ending? Let me know if you think I should use it more often. K. Bye.)


My phobias

So, I’m actually supposed to do homework, but since I’m the person I am, I’ve been browsing the Internet for useless stuff all day. Suddenly, I figured out that I want to know what phobias I have, if I even hve any. So, I googled ¬®phobias¬® and found a web site with many phobias. Many. Since there are so many phobias, you probably have at least one, so here’s the link¬†to the website if you want to figure out your phobias as well. Okay, anyways, here are all the phobias I have:

1. Achluophobia- Fear of darkness

2. Acrophobia- Fear of heights

3. Agoraphobia- Fear of being in crowded, public places like markets

4.¬†Aphenphosmphobia- Fear of being touched (or, this one depends on who the other person is…)

5. Arachnephobia or Arachnophobia- Fear of spiders (MOST DEFINETLY YES I HAVE THIS ONE)

6.¬†Arsonphobia- Fear of fire (although fire also fascinates me.. I might be a psycopath…)

7.¬†Asthenophobia- Fear of fainting or weakness (for me it’s weakness, I’ve actually had nightmares where I couldn’t lift something very light…)

8. Astraphobia or Astrapophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning

9. Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotton or ignored

10.¬†Auroraphobia- Fear of Northern lights (considering that I see the northern lights pretty often, I shouldn’t have this fear, but it just… creeps me out…)

11. Catagelophobia- Fear of being ridiculed

12.¬†Catoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors (when there are many mirrors in one, small place… like dressing rooms in a clothing store… ugh…)

13. Claustrophobia- Fear of confined spaces

14. Coulrophobia- Fear of clowns

15. Demophobia- Fear of crowds (kind of the same thing as number 3)

16.¬†Dishabiliophobia- Fear of undressing in front of someone (not sure how that’s gonna work out when I start doing… stuff… with someone… you know… that stuff…)

17.¬†Ephebiphobia- Fear of teenagers (strange, considering I’m a teenager, right?)

18.¬†Epistaxiophobia- Fear of nosebleeds (fun fact about me: I’ve never had a¬†nosebleed before)

19. Insectophobia РFear of insects

20. Katsaridaphobia- Fear of cockroaches

21.¬†Obesophobia- Fear of gaining weight (however, sometimes I don’t care…)

22. Ophthalmophobia- Fear of being stared at (probably associated with number 3 and 15)

23. Pediophobia- Fear of dolls

(I removed number 24, which was fear of kissing, since I have now kissed someone and I am not afraid of it xD )

25. Sociophobia- Fear of society or people in general (again, associated with number 3, 15 and 22)

26. Thalassophobia- Fear of the sea

27. Topophobia- Fear of certain places or situations, such as stage fright (stage fright? YES)

28.¬†Xenophobia- Fear of strangers or foreigners (OK, let’s just settle with ¬®fear of people I don’t¬†know¬®, shall we?

So, those were 28 phobias. I mean, I probably don’t really have all those phobias. However, here’s what I’m very certain of: I freak out in crowded or tiny places, I absolutely HATE spiders, and dolls, clowns, the northern lights¬†and¬†the sea are thing I am NOT a big fan of…

What are your fears? Let me know in the comments, and I’ll talk to you later.

Bye ūüôā