I’m not feeling too well today. I’m not sick. I just feel… awful. I’ve been nearly shaking all day and I have no idea why. Or, that’s a lie. I think I might know.

I think I might have anxiety. A friend of mine recently found out she has it, and we talked about it. A lot of the signs she had for anxiety, I have as well. She said I should talk to my parents, and today I told my dad. He said it was probably nothing, that it is normal to be shy, especially in my age (15). Just that some people are more shy and nervous than others.

I don’t know. Maybe it’ll go over some day. I hope so, because today was horrible. I’m feeling better now, though.

Do you have anxiety, or think you might have it? Let me know. Leave a comment, I don’t mind. I’d love it. Great, now I sound desperate… oh well. Talk to you fellas later.



You wanna date? Or nah…?

Hey guys! So, now I fancy someone. A LOT. He’s amazing, and when I’m around him I get really nervous. I can’t help but wonder, though; Is he out of my league? I hope not. Is that even a thing? Being out of someone’s league? Or is that just in movies? I don’t know… Anyway, I think I’m gonna ask him out. If I can man up (or woman up, I tried to be funny…) enough to do it.

something else has also got into my mind lately: I want to write a book. Not just a normal book, but a book that I write throughout my whole life. A self-biography, yes, but quite different. I’m thinking I’ll write a new chapter each year, so that it is as if the reader follows me through my entire life. I don’t know, it sounds exciting for me, at least. Let me know if you would read such a book. 🙂

Oh, and one last thing: Welcome, my dear new followers! And welcome aboard to S.S. Weirdness! That was weird, I’m sorry… :3


U rock, byyee!